#ill learn tho ill get there

[celbrini]

find a blorbo!: a tag game for the new NHL season

but I became a fan very recently and didnt know who wayne gretzky was 4 months ago so slay I will sometimes simply name the one guy whos name I recognize

RULES: Go through the roster of each NHL team and find at least one player that you can root for. Yes, even the team you despise. Yes, even the team everyone despises. Yes, even the team who you dare not speak of. tagged by @psyduc <333333

also doing the same and colouring the teams im acc supporting!!

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hurricanes - seth jarvis is such a fun little guy

blue jackets - ..I'm sorry to these men, not a single name jumps out

devils - NICO! and the hughes bros <3 but NICO!

islanders - I know mat barzal guy by name, thats all I can offer.

rangers - uh matt rempe is the only name I recognize but I do not vibe w that man but I can truly say no other name

flyers - oh travis konecny and jamie drysdale r the gay ones I recognize those names, no opinions about them further

penguins - ALL OF THEM!!! EVRY SINGLE LITTLE MAN ON THAT YELLOW TEAM!!!! esp the core but all

caps - ...I truly only know Ovi and Nicklas

bruins - I like pasta hes weird and I enjoy that also sway <3

sabres - ......not a single name, not one jumps out

red wings - I will not name the only one I recognize I will stay silent idk any of these men

panthers - my CATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love them, chucky, barky, benny, bob, ekky, the whole team I love u

habs - AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! MOST IMPORTANT GUYS MY TEAM, MY FAMILY!!!!!!! I would do ANYTHING to witness their success. the whole team but esp arber, cole, suzy, gally, kirby, slaf, kaiden, lane all of them <3

senators - tim stutzle is german so I have to indirectly support my neighbors also watching giroux be the long suffering parent is very funny

lightning - jake guentzel u will always b a penguin to me

leafs - I love a lesbian core <3 auston, mitchy and willy

chicago - connor bedard has his charm and I enjoy that

avalanche - I am not capable of resisting the charm of nate's insanity or cale's face and talent

stars - Seggy <3 insanest man but also jason robertson I wish u only the best in life

wild - FLOWEEEEEEEEEEEEEER

preds - I know who stamkos is

blues - PO!!!!!!!!!!!! POOOOOOOO, pls come back

utah - I have truly never heard any of these names before in my life

jets - .........again, im sorry to these men

ducks - I know trevor zegras!

flames - I know huberdeau from the fics ALSO LOMBY!! I MISS U

oilers - my beloved soulmated goats, leo <3 connor <3 ur both insane. also once again, little german man.

kings - I've heard of the drew doughty guy!

sharks - OH! the new rookie, hes charming macklin celebrini I wish u the best baby king <3

kraken - I miss u monty, pls I know u have a 7 yr contract but pls come back

canucks - QUINN!!! sad little emo oldest daughter u have enchanted me

golden knights - jack eichel! from ao3!

[corethetrueidiot]

heres some other recent art ive done!! im very inconsistent HELP (the first one is the second day of mizukana week that i DEFINETLY didnt forget to post!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🤩🥰😍🥰🥰😍🥰🤩🥰 and the second one is a paid art request)

[daftpatience]

finally figuring out how to draw my fursona

[pyrosomatic-metamorphosis]

uhhhh i think they were kinda fucked

[pleasedontcareaboutme]

It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry

( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)

(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)

[postmail]

this was supposed to be a sketch of what ishmael might look like if he grew his hair out post-canon and i blacked out and woke up to this on my computer. help where have the past two hours of my life gone

no tattoos yet because he's fresh off the sea and in nantucket again for the first time since the pequod. i don't think he's happy to be back guys

[teotheratking]

When your education system is so bad you decide to make a Jean plushy at the start of the school year for stress ball experience

[carpathians]

girlfriend post. jumpscare

[nailgunstigmata]

i couldnt fall asleep and spent the last few hours watching tiktoks of people pretending to be wolves so i probably cant articulate this well rn but i think theres something deeply sad about how much of not just fandom but life in general is done with ironic detachment nowadays. a kind of plausible deniability of feeling anything at all. and i catch myself doing this too!! its just a lot easier to not be vulnerable and earnest online. baring ur soul in front of anyone is terrifying because ur always giving them the opportunity to hurt u when u do it

like even with this post a part of my brain is going ok its not that deep omg but like. maybe it is that deep. maybe the things we do and say and the way we navigate the world matters even in an online space about a sitcom. maybe everything can have meaning and we should be careful of what we are saying and listen to other people and try to be nice to each other because theres already plenty of cruelty in the world

and again i have the internet socialised part of my brain screaming at me that this is cringe and nobody cares but again thats stupid. like thats stupid. nobody is being held at gunpoint to read my dumb rambles and if people mock my words thats their personal failure and not mine. u just have to kinda not listen and be earnest anyways and be comforted by the fact that this mindset of self denial isnt healthy for anyone. u cant be detached and happy those two things are mutually exclusive and irony is a thing that can genuinely poison you. like im speaking from experience i literally have the same kind of brainrot and i think that most people have it, especially gen z since we grew up on the internet and started curating the way people perceive us online way too soon. like yeah theres a point where u only know the self that exists to be perceived and that sucks i think.

mocking others vulnerability is fun and safe but it cant make you happy. the only thing that can is being genuine and open and vulnerable. its scary but its the only way. what im trying to say is that the live laugh love girlies were kinda onto something (minus the christian fundamentalism) and we are gradually spiraling into a world in which nothing is real and everything is a commodity and the only way to save ur soul is to be genuine and earnest with people u love and with the world in general. lets cling to our humanity as capitalism alienates us and keeps us trapped in a perpetual cycle of dissatisfaction so we can consume and be consumed forever and ever while giving just enough to keep the engine pumping. im not saying that actively trying to be earnest is the antidote for capitalism but i do think it helps salvage our humanity. and i do think its the only way to be happy

[horsemeatluvr23]

little sketchbook spread w the last 3 + todays hermit a day doodles !! chronic illness has been kicking my ass this week so these r lower effort than i'd like but,,,,,, practice is practice !!!

[stergeon]

at some point i will figure out how to write the post-canon, post-empire edelgard autonomy fic of my dreams. it just feels like a very big task and maybe like with playing the dane, i’m simply not old and traumatized enough to manage it yet.

but my vision is thus: it’s set years (realistically, decades) after the end of crimson flower, when everything has gone as right as it can possibly go. fódlan is thriving. the social reforms have taken effect. the nobility system is nearly eliminated, if not entirely so, with titles made merely symbolic. social mobility, welfare, and prosperity are high. there’s an explosion in arts and culture and technology. brigid and duscur have gained independence; relations with sreng and almyra are much improved; heck, maybe they've even figured it out with dagda. in my most idealistic version, leicester and faerghus would eventually be ceded back to become autonomous regions, essentially disbanding the adrestian empire. rule is no longer hereditary, but merit-based. there's a roadmap for the future, and everything is on track—and more than that, people at all points on the power spectrum have already seen it bear fruit. with or without edelgard, it will be pursued. there's buy-in. they believe.

of course, it's not perfect—nothing can be—but edelgard's vision has been fulfilled. the people are empowered. humanity is free. fódlan has healed.

and somehow, she's had enough time to resolve her goals outside of politics, too. those who slither in the dark have been eradicated. edelgard and lysithea's second crests have been successfully removed, allowing them to live if not full lives, then substantially longer ones than they would have with their twin crests intact. who knows—maybe she finally gets around to having that wedding.

point for point, every item listed in edelgard's manifesto has been checked off. the ghosts of her past have been laid to rest. she can finally take off her crown. she can finally pursue the quiet, humble life she's wanted for so long. she can finally breathe.

... but can she?

edelgard is nothing if not driven. her intelligence, vision, and sheer willpower allowed her to plan and execute a revolution against two countries and the most powerful institution on the continent, all while she was still a teenager. as royalty, her life was never truly hers even before she became heir to the adrestian throne, with all the additional baggage of survivor's guilt and the desire for vengeance and her need to ensure nothing that happened to her can ever happen to anyone else, ever again.

so what happens when that drive has no outlet? what happens when someone who has been constantly in motion, constantly working and planning and preparing every spare second of every day since she was fourteen years old, suddenly has to stand still? what happens when someone whose hands have been bound for so long—first literally in the dungeons of enbarr, then by the weight and responsibilities of her crown—is set free?

being edelgard, she would step away from the throne, no matter how hard it was for her to give up control. she's always been focused on the endgame, and she knows that if she doesn't let go, she'll be setting the wrong tone for fódlan's future. she's too devoted to that endgame to cling to power much longer than she needs to, though i could see her making some excuses and trying to iron out just a few more things to buy herself some more time to mentally prepare before she's done for good.

but who would she be then? who is the woman without the crown? what becomes of a machine once it is no longer needed, when it has made itself obsolete? what about when that machine is a person with legs and arms and an innate unwillingness to gather dust on a shelf?

what happens when you get everything you want? what happens when all your wanting has been for others to thrive, and now you have to want only for yourself? how do you discover who you are when you've spent decades being everything for everyone else? how do you find meaning again? how do you find purpose?

after a lifetime of devotion and passion and movement, how do you learn to sit with yourself, and be quiet, and be still?

gosh, i would love to meet her. i would love to pick her brain. but boy, i do not envy the work that girl has to do.

[riiviir]

hey guys so I just started reading Flatland by Edwin A. Abbott and OMG AHSBNSBSBSNSNBSHZHSHDBFHGGHFHGRJ2KSHSBSNSK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THINKING ABOUT THE RELATIVITY BETWEEN DIMENSIONS!!!!!!

[vilelittlecritter]

Ha ha I don't know what I want to do with my life and I feel unsatisfied with my current condition!

[pyrosomatic-metamorphosis]

guess who got so brainrotted over jaiden animations that they finished their first animatic

[skunkes]

i like my main style well enough bc i love paying attention to details of the human body but id love to explore another that's more toward the stylization side of the scale... solely bc it is true that the more realistic something skews the easier it is to really see flaws that dont align... i want something more flowy and visually interesting... hm hm hm hm hm

[simikae]

here are the upper floor cap’ns for day 7 (personality)! what better way to show your personality than thru ur preferred ego cards. get better soon btw.